I saw the thunderstorm was getting closer. I may be stupid, but I'm not blind. I saw it. I felt it in the air. But I did not run. I did not go to any closer shelter. I just stayed standing there, right in the middle of it. Without a raincoat or an umbrella. Bare … Continue reading THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN. PART II. Maybe I find another way.
I may have dreamt it. It's said that the brain cannot actually distinguish between real and fake memories, it treats all as it is commanded. So, if you really believe something happened when in reality it didn't, the brain will fully convince all of your consciousness that it did happen. That all those details are … Continue reading THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN. DAY 20: THE THINGS I COULDN’T DO FOR YOU
Many people love me. Probably more than I think. Many people appreciate me; see me as some sort of good-hearted selfless human. People I met in the past; people I have not seen in a long time, people I used to have differences with, people who with I created great memories. But somehow... Somehow I'm … Continue reading THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN. DAY 19: OFF BALANCE.
Can’t you see I’m empty again? 내가 또 비었다는 걸 모르겠니? This cannibal void strikes my soul 이 식인의 공허함은 내 영혼을 때린다. It’s a nocturnal poison, a hungry ghoul 이것은 야행성 독약이며, 배 고픈 괴물이다. No, don’t tell me that you know 너가 알았다고 말하지 마라 Don’t tell me that you get it 네가 … Continue reading I DONT WANNA HEAR YOUR FADING VOICE
Nunca tuve ningún problema con Discovery Channel. Es más, mis fieles seguidores saben que es uno de mis canales favoritos. Por no decir que es uno de los únicos canales que miro. También sabrán que no miro tele. O sea, miro tele pero no miro lo que todas las personas miran en la tele. No, … Continue reading ACERCA DE POR QUE DISCOVERY CHANNEL DEBERÍA DEJAR DE EMITIR LA SEMANA DEL TIBURÓN
I can’t really remember much. What was of me before the chaos? When exactly did the chaos start? I can’t remember. Maybe it’s because I don’t want to remember. Maybe it’s because my brain cannot distinguish between what really happened, what I felt that happened and what my nervous system kept inside its cells as … Continue reading THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN. DAY 17: BEFORE THE CHAOS
I’m not sure from who or where to run. I’m not sure where to hide. But that’s what I feel, and intense feeling of inadequacy. It is not worthlessness or lack of self-value. It’s unsuitability for the purpose of coexisting in this world. Or maybe for the “simple” fact of existing. I’m not sure. But … Continue reading THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN. DAY 16: I WANT TO RUN AND HIDE