THE WORLD BEYOND THE BLUE TREES. CHAPTER 7: THE NEW SYSTEM

2000 years ago the first regulations on the preservation of the Blue were written in the Ordinem Internum Codex. The codex described the doctrine of The New System. -Excuse me Magister Asmund, may I ask you a question? – Nanna raised her hand, shaking it quickly to get the instructor’s attention. – Yes, Nanna – [...]

EL HUEVO EN LA SOPA. Y OTRAS MANERAS DE MORIRSE DE NOSTALGIA

No han sido semanas sencillas. Bueno, a decir verdad, últimamente nada es sencillo. Sin importar cuál sea el significado que le dan a la palabra “últimamente”, déjenme decirles que estoy refiriéndome a un “momento prolongado, que se extiende por más de una semana y por menos de un año”. Y es así como me voy [...]

I DONT WANNA HEAR YOUR FADING VOICE

Can’t you see I’m empty again? 내가 또 비었다는 걸 모르겠니? This cannibal void strikes my soul 이 식인의 공허함은 내 영혼을 때린다. It’s a nocturnal poison, a hungry ghoul 이것은 야행성 독약이며, 배 고픈 괴물이다. No, don’t tell me that you know 너가 알았다고 말하지 마라 Don’t tell me that you get it 네가 [...]

ACERCA DE POR QUE DISCOVERY CHANNEL DEBERÍA DEJAR DE EMITIR LA SEMANA DEL TIBURÓN

Nunca tuve ningún problema con Discovery Channel. Es más, mis fieles seguidores saben que es uno de mis canales favoritos. Por no decir que es uno de los únicos canales que miro. También sabrán que no miro tele. O sea, miro tele pero no miro lo que todas las personas miran en la tele. No, [...]

THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN PART II. DAY 2: BEFORE THE CHAOS

I can’t really remember much. What was of me before the chaos? When exactly did the chaos start? I can’t remember. Maybe it’s because I don’t want to remember. Maybe it’s because my brain cannot distinguish between what really happened, what I felt that happened and what my nervous system kept inside its cells as [...]

THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN PART II. DAY 1: I WANT TO RUN AND HIDE

I’m not sure from who or where to run. I’m not sure where to hide. But that’s what I feel, and intense feeling of inadequacy. It is not worthlessness or lack of self-value. It’s unsuitability for the purpose of coexisting in this world. Or maybe for the “simple” fact of existing. I’m not sure. But [...]

THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN. DAY 15: I’M AFRAID I WON’T SLEEP TONIGHT

That’s nothing new. Sleep has become just a yearning for me for the past ten years. It may actually be even longer than that, I lost count of the so many sleepless nights. My problem is that the World is designed in opposition to how my brain works. I just don’t fit in. My brain [...]

THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN. DAY 14: CREPEHANGER

No, I’m not talking about anything related to pancakes. I’m also not talking about the actions of demons or specters. I’m talking about this tendency to mostly feel unlit events in relation to people around me, including myself. What I’m trying to say is that this “Beautiful World” is, to my eyes, a different kind [...]

THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN. DAY 13: A QUICK RECIPE TO BREAK YOUR OWN HEART

It’s simple, just go after the cliché advise of following it. That’s it. You follow your heart, you’ll get a 90% chance of having it broken. The truth is, you never know. Honestly. You never know anything in advance, therefore the outcome of having your heart trashed into millions of pieces is not fully predictable. [...]