CONSOLACIÓN: SI, HAY QUIENES SUFREN (REALMENTE) MÁS QUE YO.

Cuando uno está triste o está pasando por una mala racha, la gente que se interesa por brindar apoyo emocional, generalmente recurre a la conocida frase: "sabes cuántas personas en el mundo la están pasando peor que vos?" O "sabes que hay gente que se muere de hambre en el mundo?. Esos sí son problemas [...]

DECISIONES

No voy a escribir nada trillado, de esos consejos de gurú de diario del domingo. No. Este post no es una epifanía acerca de cómo seguir el mejor camino cuando se toman decisiones, ni tampoco un instructivo. Este post habla del hecho de que cada uno de nosotros estamos tomando decisiones permanentemente, a cada momento [...]

THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN. PART II. DAY 8: THE UNHEALED HEART OF A MONSTER.

Hearts are a complicated matter. Physiologically speaking, of course. But I'm talking about the non-tangible aspect of it. As it is said, the heart is the place where feelings reside. Or should reside. Or better said, should awake. Feelings are learnt behaviours, they stay in the mind until they are triggered by an external event. [...]

THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN. PART II. DAY 6: A LOVE BETWEEN A SOLID AND A LIQUID WILL NEVER HAPPEN.

It's like trying to mix water and oil. You can put them together in a bowl or a glass; they can both stay floating but they will never become one. A solid and a liquid will not fuse; except under modified external circumstances: by force, extreme heat, extreme cold... To make myself clear, the only [...]

THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN PART II. DAY 5: THE THINGS I COULDN’T DO FOR YOU

I may have dreamt it. I read somewhere that the brain cannot actually distinguish between real and fake memories, that in fact it treats them all as it is commanded to respond. So, if you really believe something happened when in reality it didn't, the brain will fully convince all of your consciousness that it [...]

THE UNSPOKEN WITHIN PART II. DAY 3: THE ONLY WAY OUT OF PAIN IS THROUGH IT

At least that's the only way I have ever known.There is no magical spell or prayer strong enough; or miracle or surprise.When it hurts, it hurts.And no matter how hard you try not to feel the pain; no matter how much you knock yourself down with over-sleeping, over-eating, over-thinking... the torment won't let you breathe.Each [...]

ME RINDO

En este preciso momento, casi a medianoche, me rindo. Es rara esta sensación, porque no estoy llorando. No siento nada. No me sale nada desde el pecho. Solamente, vacío. Así quede despues de un largo dia intentando conquistar mi ansiedad, luchando duramente con mi mente para evitar que mis pensamientos me asesinen. Vacía. Deje de [...]